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My Own Miserable
02:44
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I'm not miserable. I'm just driving home through the dead of night. To wake up in my own goddamn bed. It's more comfortable.
Kicked it off with a sign that to me said I was miserable to be around.
I don't mind myself at all. I sure do like to listen to what I have to say.
So no I don't think it's me. In fact, I worry who you want to be with if you can't deal with me.
I'm not miserable. I'm just driving home through the dead of night. To wake up in my own goddamn bed. It's more comfortable.
Side with me.
You already pay the fee.
Be alright with my lack of progress.
Side with me.
It's a delicate challenge but I know you take me seriously.
I'm not miserable. I'm just driving home through the dead of night. To wake up in my own goddamn bed. It's more comfortable.
I'm not miserable. I'm just driving home through the dead of night. To wake up in my own goddamn bed. It's more comfortable.
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Broken Soul
03:04
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Destiny, a forgone rule. Currently I’m not a fool.
At least behind my tiny frame, and lack of lines, I still have time.
The extra skin that adds with weight, hold it in and there it stays.
How many times must we bring it up?
If that’s life today, it forever will be that.
I don’t want to give all of my time to what I’ll never want.
I don’t want to be one of the fat and lazy broken souls.
I don’t want to be terrified of the things I’ll never know.
But it’s so easy to follow the path paved by reluctant goals.
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In the Meantime
04:49
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The facts are wicked. It steals so much time.
Letting go of my patience robs me of owning my crimes.
Sugar, gluten, beer, and coffee carry me through the grind,
the possibility that later we’ll be together to unwind.
But it’s all right if it doesn’t happen.
I’m fine stuck in the golden days reading into the signs
To see how I’ll become the lucky one and not just another.
Read the numbers learn from others.
They succeed while being blind.
I wanted everyone to know that I care,
But they just think I’m desperate.
Alright, I can back off now.
Alright, sorry I even tried.
You confirmed my pride that says I’ll never be the lucky one.
Be fine as just a lover.
But it’s all right if it doesn’t happen.
I’m fine stuck in the golden days reading into the signs
To see how I’ll become the lucky one and not...
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Confrontation
04:16
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Confrontation makes my heart beat so fast.
Confrontation makes me feel like I’m in the wrong.
It makes me look for the easy way out,
Keeps me from choosing to speak for myself.
Tells me no one else thinks what I’m thinking.
I’ve already thought of what I wanted to say.
But can’t remember every bullet point.
Anyway I talked it out, it just happened between me and myself.
The frustration lingers without answers.
Acid in my belly fills when you tell me I was almost there.
But you picked up I was unprepared, I was almost there.
But you picked up I couldn’t take you there.
Confrontation makes me feel like I’m wrong.
Confrontation makes me feel like I’m in the wrong.
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